Kim_Bullen

Update as of September 2022

A month ago my Bishop inquired if I'm dating? Seriously just days earlier I sat in the Celestial room in the Boise Temple, asking Heavenly Father the same question "is there anyone out there who is my future forever love" needless to say he called me to be "Relief Society President"
What's the purpose of these dating sites if no reaches out, is it to stare at profiles?
I'm a mom to five adult kids, currently not one of my kids is active in church, in fact, my oldest son (32) claims to be Atheist, he has a live in girl friend who I adore and they now are the parents of the cutest 10 month little boy, who I love so much, have they discussed marriage, I don't know?
My second child (30) has struggled with PTSD most of her life, she found her testimony at 18, waited till she could serve a mission, was called to serve in Anchorage Alaska, at least she was always upbeat in her letters, upon completion of her mission, she came out of the closet, she hasn't been to church since.
Next is my (29) year old son, who believes he's the Savior? He follows Hinduism, he too can't seem to make any relationship work longer than 6 months, I'm convinced his mission in life is to see how many women he can sleep with, he also is the father to 1 boy, who he prefers to not let me have a relationship with because of his concern that I have an influence on my grandson whose only 2 years old about Jesus Christ.
Next we have my daughter (25) who also struggles with loneliness, doesn't really know what she wants, and also came out of the closet. Personally I believe my 2 girls are scared of men, they have observed their entire lives watching their dad be dependent on me and unmotivated.
My youngest son is now (21) he chooses to stay away from church because some of the boys at church told him he was going to end up a loser like his older brothers, he too lives with his girlfriend that he has no desire to marry.
My X we've been divorced now 5 years, he too is inactive, he lost the light he used to carry, he too has many struggles. So why on earth did Heavenly Father prompt my Bishop call me to be a R.S. President, I'm the 1st who is divorced, all inactive children, not your typical background?
I currently am an Uber driver, I absolutely love this job, I am very chatty, love a good laugh, many times I utter the words in my head "Father, forgive them for they know naught what they do" I'm used to supporting myself, paying the bills for way to many years than I cared too, as of the date of this profile update, I've even lost over 50lbs and not by choice, more like a blessing in disguise.
I'm the kind of person that would toilet paper someone's house, go make snow angels at 3am in my neighbors yard, I have a strong faith in myself and God, life has given me a few punches but this woman continues to get up, dust off, and continues on.